Can I be? Was I there?

I find shelter in this way
Under cover, hide away
Can you hear when I say
I have never felt this way

Maybe I have said something that was wrong
Can I make it better with the lights turned on
Maybe I have said something that was wrong
Can I make it better with the lights turned on

Can I be, was I there
It felt so crystal in the air
I still want to drown whenever you leave
Please teach me gently how to breathe

And I'll cross oceans like never before
So you can feel the way I feel it too
And I'll send images back at you
So you can see the way I feel it too

Maybe I have said something that was wrong
Can I make it better with the lights turned on
Maybe I have said something that was wrong
Can I make it better with the lights turned on
 

Who will love me?

You tell your love to wreck it all
Cut out all the ropes and let me fall
My, my, my, my, my, my, my, my
Right at the moment this order's tall

And you told me to be patient
And you told me to be fine
And you told you me be balanced
And you told me to be kind

And in the morning, you'll be with me
But it will be a different kind
'Cause you´ll be holding all the tickets
And I'll be owning all the fines
 
yeah you told me to be patient
And you told me to be fine
And you told you me be balanced
And you told me to be kind
 
And now all your love is wasted
Then who the hell was I?
'Cause now I'm breaking at the britches
And at the end of all your lines

Who will love me?
Who will fight?
Who will fall far behind?
 
 
 

Gud.

Det är verkligen becksvart. och har varit det i en vecka. Orka.
Naj.
Men på fredag blir det göteborg.
Göteborg får mig alltid att må bra. Hoppas den har samma inverkan på mig nu.
Känner mig på fel väg, i fel liv.
Et annat liv.
Som inte är mitt.

Sitter hemma nu. Själv. Med min bebis. Min älskling. Allt jag har just nu, som känns tryggt.
Första gången på sååå länge som jag är hemma, en kväll. helt helt för mig själv. Helt underbart!
Har möblerat om. Flyttat sängen. får se om sömnen blir bättre nu!

Tv, ensamhet och kattmys. for the win.
PUSS!
Och källsortera era jävlar.
Älsklingar menar jag, förstås. <3