Så jävla trött jag är.
Var på utefest igår, inte sovit många timmar. Jag och fredrik har kämpat med att hålla oss vakna hela dag. Och nu är ändå en hyfsat rimlig tid att hoppa i säng.
Netflix and Chill.
I´m under the table.
Banks.
Har skrivit lite om henne innan.
Hon är verkligen en av mina absolut favorit artister just nu.
Älskar att sjunga hennes låtar, hon är så fantastiskt bra!
Jag relaterar väldigt mycket till hennes låtar, inte bara hennes texter, ordagrant vad hon jsunger om, utan hur hon skriver saker, hur hon formulerar, känslan bakom, hennes subtila språk liksom.
Men detta kan också var något jag själv tolkar och göra.
Hon kanske inte alls menar på det sättet som jag tolkar och tror.
Det är konstigt det där, man tror sig veta, man tror sig förstå, men så är inte alls fallet alltid.
Illusioner.
Det är farligt.
Acceptans.
Med det kommer lugn.
Har många favorit låtar med Banks, det är så svårt att bara välja en...
Delar mina favvisar! :)
En av mina absoluta favoriter att sjunga är
You should know where I´m coming from
What if I said I would break your heart?
What if I said I have problems that made me mean?
What if I knew I would just rip your mind apart
Would you let me out?
Maybe you can stop before you start
Maybe you can see that I just may be too crazy to love
If I told you solitude fits me like a glove
Would you let me out?
You ought to know where I'm coming from
How I was alone when I burnt my home
And all of the pieces were torn and thrown
You should know where I'm coming from
What if I said I was just too young?
What if I said I was built on bricks of carelessness and crumbs
What if I said I'd be gone before I could come
Would you let me out?
Your soul outweighs my own, my own
But you turn me away from my low blows
Boy, you should've known
What if I said I have problems that made me mean?
What if I knew I would just rip your mind apart
Would you let me out?
Maybe you can stop before you start
Maybe you can see that I just may be too crazy to love
If I told you solitude fits me like a glove
Would you let me out?
You ought to know where I'm coming from
How I was alone when I burnt my home
And all of the pieces were torn and thrown
You should know where I'm coming from
What if I said I was just too young?
What if I said I was built on bricks of carelessness and crumbs
What if I said I'd be gone before I could come
Would you let me out?
Your soul outweighs my own, my own
But you turn me away from my low blows
Boy, you should've known
Change
you'd self-incriminate
By avoiding all my questions
And calling me an instigator
Cut me down
Always calling me unstable
You so easily can make me cry
Just cause you are in a mood
And you'd say
Call me out
You would say I need attention
Just because I put on makeup
To ironically look good for you
Cut me to pieces
While you watched me disintegrate
Because you like to tell me how you hate
All the ways I'm not enough for you
Then you'd say
Baby don't go
I didn't know
I'll change I swear
I'll change I swear
Baby don't go
I'll make you wait
I promise I'll be better
All of these things they will change
Never guilty
Say it ain't your fault
Because you had an emotionally abusive daddy
And cause of this you don't know how to act
Poor poor baby
Say you can't help the fact that you're so crazy
And you're so good at making me feel guilty
For trying to walk away
Because I'm tired of being mad
Then you'd say
By avoiding all my questions
And calling me an instigator
Cut me down
Always calling me unstable
You so easily can make me cry
Just cause you are in a mood
And you'd say
Call me out
You would say I need attention
Just because I put on makeup
To ironically look good for you
Cut me to pieces
While you watched me disintegrate
Because you like to tell me how you hate
All the ways I'm not enough for you
Then you'd say
Baby don't go
I didn't know
I'll change I swear
I'll change I swear
Baby don't go
I'll make you wait
I promise I'll be better
All of these things they will change
Never guilty
Say it ain't your fault
Because you had an emotionally abusive daddy
And cause of this you don't know how to act
Poor poor baby
Say you can't help the fact that you're so crazy
And you're so good at making me feel guilty
For trying to walk away
Because I'm tired of being mad
Then you'd say
Ev av de låtar som jag tror hamnar lite längre upp på listan och som jag också tycker om att sjunga är
Beggin for thread
So I got edges that scratch
And sometimes I don't got a filter
But I'm so tired of eating all of my misspoken words
I know my disposition gets confusing
My disproportionate reactions fuse with my eager state
That's why you wanna come out and play with me
Yeah
Why
Why
Why
Stooped down and out
You got me beggin for thread
To sew this hole up that you ripped in my head
Stupidly think you had it under control
Strapped down to something that you don't understand
Don't know what you were getting yourself into
You should have known
Secretly, I think you knew
I got some dirt on my shoes
My words can come out as a pistol
And I'm no good at aiming
But I can aim it at you
I know my actions, they may get confusing
But my unstable ways is my solution to even space
That's why you wanna come out and play with me, yeah
Stooped down and out
You got me beggin for thread
To sew this hole up that you ripped in my head
Stupidly think you had it under control
Strapped down to something that you don't understand
Don't know what you were getting yourself into
You should have known
Secretly, I think you knew
Hold it out, whoa
Try to hide it out but my tracks are better
Hold it out, whoa
Try to hide it out but my tracks are better
Stooped down and out
You got me beggin for thread
To sew this hole up that you ripped in my head
Stupidly think you had it under control
Strapped down to something that you don't understand
Don't know what you were getting yourself into
You should have known
Secretly, I think you knew
And sometimes I don't got a filter
But I'm so tired of eating all of my misspoken words
I know my disposition gets confusing
My disproportionate reactions fuse with my eager state
That's why you wanna come out and play with me
Yeah
Why
Why
Why
Stooped down and out
You got me beggin for thread
To sew this hole up that you ripped in my head
Stupidly think you had it under control
Strapped down to something that you don't understand
Don't know what you were getting yourself into
You should have known
Secretly, I think you knew
I got some dirt on my shoes
My words can come out as a pistol
And I'm no good at aiming
But I can aim it at you
I know my actions, they may get confusing
But my unstable ways is my solution to even space
That's why you wanna come out and play with me, yeah
Stooped down and out
You got me beggin for thread
To sew this hole up that you ripped in my head
Stupidly think you had it under control
Strapped down to something that you don't understand
Don't know what you were getting yourself into
You should have known
Secretly, I think you knew
Hold it out, whoa
Try to hide it out but my tracks are better
Hold it out, whoa
Try to hide it out but my tracks are better
Stooped down and out
You got me beggin for thread
To sew this hole up that you ripped in my head
Stupidly think you had it under control
Strapped down to something that you don't understand
Don't know what you were getting yourself into
You should have known
Secretly, I think you knew
Nästa låt, älskar jag verkligen att sjunga, och den är så himla fiiin!
Under table
It already started
I tried to stop it but I already know
You are something I should do without
But I won't
I'm under the table
Just keep wishing I'll come out but I don't
You are something I should do without
But I won't
Please tell me that this could be easy
I'm tired of waiting for permission to love
Heartbreak is your game, but I'm learning
My heart could be yours, won't you make it your home
I tried to stop it but I already know
You are something I should do without
But I won't
I'm under the table
Just keep wishing I'll come out but I don't
You are something I should do without
But I won't
Please tell me that this could be easy
I'm tired of waiting for permission to love
Heartbreak is your game, but I'm learning
My heart could be yours, won't you make it your home
I'm already falling
I couldn't help it, didn't think of the risks
I got a problem, problem when I look in your eyes
You're mine and you know it
I'd still do it even if we were cursed
Won't you be my problem it's okay with me if it hurts
Please tell me that this could be easy
I'm tired of waiting for permission to love
Heartbreak is your game, but I'm learning
My heart could be yours, won't you make it your home
I'm tired of waiting for permission to love
Heartbreak is your game, but I'm learning
My heart could be yours, won't you make it your home
Sen har vi den allra första låten jag hörde och som fick mig att upptäcka Banks.
Waiting Game
I'm thinking it over
The way you make me feel all sexy but it's causing me shame
I wanna lean on your shoulder
I wish I was in love but I don't wanna cause any pain
And if I'm feeling like I'm evil, we've got nothing to gain
What if I never even see you cuz we're both on a stage
Don't tell me listen to your song because it isn't the same
I don't wanna say your love is a waiting game
Baby I'm thinking it over
What if the way we started made it something cursed from the start
What if it only gets colder
Would you still wrap me up and tell me that you think this was smart
Cuz lately I've been scared of even thinking 'bout where we are
The way you make me feel all sexy but it's causing me shame
I wanna lean on your shoulder
I wish I was in love but I don't wanna cause any pain
And if I'm feeling like I'm evil, we've got nothing to gain
What if I never even see you cuz we're both on a stage
Don't tell me listen to your song because it isn't the same
I don't wanna say your love is a waiting game
Baby I'm thinking it over
What if the way we started made it something cursed from the start
What if it only gets colder
Would you still wrap me up and tell me that you think this was smart
Cuz lately I've been scared of even thinking 'bout where we are
And I drove you crazy
Even though I should of known
It was a bad idea to love you
All I wanted was to lift each other up
All I wanted was to lift each other up
I couldn't even find a date or navigate a way around you
All I wanted was to lift each other up
I never wanted you to hurt too much to touch
What are you looking for
Wanted to be your girl
And anything you wanted
Baby I tried to be
It was a bad idea to love you
All I wanted was to lift each other up
All I wanted was to lift each other up
I couldn't even find a date or navigate a way around you
All I wanted was to lift each other up
I never wanted you to hurt too much to touch
What are you looking for
Wanted to be your girl
And anything you wanted
Baby I tried to be
And I drove you crazy
Oh I see that looking back
I know I blocked out all the red flags
I should have seen that you would only mess me up
I should have seen that I would only mess you up
I know you hurt, I know you hurt, I drove you crazy
You should have seen that I'd only mess you up
I should of seen eventually you would give up
Oh I see that looking back
I know I blocked out all the red flags
I should have seen that you would only mess me up
I should have seen that I would only mess you up
I know you hurt, I know you hurt, I drove you crazy
You should have seen that I'd only mess you up
I should of seen eventually you would give up
Goddess.
She gave it all, you gave her shit
She coulda done, just anything
Or anyone, cause she's a goddess
You never got this
You put her down, you liked her hopeless
To walk around, feeling unnoticed
You shoulda crowned her, cause she's a goddess
You never got this
Now you gotta deal with this glitch on your shoulder
Fucking with a goddess and you get a little colder
Yea it's colder, colder
Fucking with a goddess, and you get a little colder
Finally surfaced above doubts
Feeling above this, she came around
Cause she's a goddess, finally saw this
And now you're back, trying to claim her
Cause she's gone and now without her
You're all alone, cause she's a goddess
You shoulda saw this
Now you gotta deal with this glitch on your shoulder
Fucking with a goddess and you get a little colder
Yea it's colder, colder
Fucking with a goddess, and you get a little colder
She coulda done, just anything
Or anyone, cause she's a goddess
You never got this
You put her down, you liked her hopeless
To walk around, feeling unnoticed
You shoulda crowned her, cause she's a goddess
You never got this
Now you gotta deal with this glitch on your shoulder
Fucking with a goddess and you get a little colder
Yea it's colder, colder
Fucking with a goddess, and you get a little colder
Finally surfaced above doubts
Feeling above this, she came around
Cause she's a goddess, finally saw this
And now you're back, trying to claim her
Cause she's gone and now without her
You're all alone, cause she's a goddess
You shoulda saw this
Now you gotta deal with this glitch on your shoulder
Fucking with a goddess and you get a little colder
Yea it's colder, colder
Fucking with a goddess, and you get a little colder
Den 8 Mars.
Den 8 mars var den internationella kvinnodagen.
Skulle kunna skriva om tankar och såikter kring varför jag valt att uppmärksamma denna dagen, men orkar faktiskt inte det just nu. :)
Vissa bilder är stillbilder ifrån videosar som jag la upp på instagram så för att se dessa får ni besöka mig där! :)
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Möllan,Kvinnliga situationen har möte. :)
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